is that strange? i just checked their website and started listening to con demos and i feel rusty, out of touch with myself. of course this has a lot to do with them being in limbo, about to start recording a new album, but i guess what i’m afraid of is that it also might have to do with myself? are we growing apart, tegan and sara and i? i don’t think so, because right now the demo version of call it off is making me feel things and i want to watch banters i’ve seen a million times over and over, but maybe i’m realizing that one day it might happen. maybe in a few years i’ll reference tegan and sara casually in conversation, “oh i used to love that band so much, i have some of their albums somewhere,” and my eyes won’t light up. god i hope not.